July 2010
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone...
I have to actually think a lot about this before I write anything down. My close friends tell me I’m unique, & there really isn’t many people like me. I never seem to fully understand what they mean when they say that, but I guess I’ll list some things I think make me different from other people.
For starters, I care way too much about everything & everyone. I can tell...
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being...
Ah, I’m kind of excited to write about this. Alright, so call me crazy, but about a year or two ago, I had my mind set on marrying someone in the future. That someone was Bryan Webster. That’s something pretty big to think about, and say, when I’m only 13 or 14 years old.. I mean seriously. But, I just always dreamed of marrying Bryan and thinking he would be the perfect husband....
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
I’ll try & think of as many nickname that I have, that I can come up with:
The first one is kels, simply because that’s a shorter version of my name. Most of my close friends call me this, and honestly, I like it when people call me this, more than I like when they call me Kelsey.
The second one is kelswee. It started in 6th grade, when I was best friends with Vicky Castaldo. She...
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goal you have
I have quite a few plans/dreams/goals, whatever you want to call them.
I want to be a psychologist, & just continue to help people.
I want to save someone, right when they need to be saved.
I want to be happy, and to be able to genuinely smile.
I want to feel better about myself, be more confident.
I want to finally convince myself and realize, I deserve better.
I want to end up with...
I can’t wait for the day that I wake up, & stop feeling.
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives...
At first, I thought I was going to write about how I wanted to switch lives with Beyonce for a day or something, but then I thought more about the above topic. Someone I would want to switch lives for one day, is someone who is genuinely happy. Someone who is able to let go, and just live each day to it’s fullest, like so many quotes I’ve read, talk about. Someone who is able to get...
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs...
My Beautiful Rescue by This Providence
Perfect by Maren Ord
YES by LMFAO
There’s Nothin’ by Sean Kingston ft. Paula Deanda
You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift</3
The Game of Love by Santana ft. Vanessa Carlton
What’s A Goon To A Goblin by Lil Wayne ft. T.I
Knock You Down by Keri Hilson ft. Kanye West
I Gotta Feeling by The Black Eyed Peas
Fix You by Coldplay
Day 14 - A picture of you and your family
I’d like to say I have many pictures of my family left around, but I don’t. There’s a group shot of me, my mom, my brother, & my ‘dad’ hanging on my wall. One of them is from when I was very little, when Connor was merely a baby, and it was taken after my ballet recital I had at preschool. To the left of that picture is all of us again, except a lot older &...
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you...
Dear You,
You really hurt me yesterday, just like you’ve continued to hurt me for a long period of time. You blew me off, and didn’t even have the decency to text me back and at least say, “no, I couldn’t.” I just had to figure out we weren’t hanging out when you didn’t text me, or didn’t answer my texts. It really opened up my eyes though, and...
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you...
I’m pretty sure I found out about Tumblr through either creeping on my friend Ashley, or my friend Tyler. I looked on there’s, and thought it would be a cool idea to create one. It first started off as just being able to blog, and vent about my feelings. Maybe I shouldn’t have made it public, I don’t know, but honestly, I don’t care. And I hope the people I would...
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy,...
Songs that I listen to when I’m:
Happy Up, Up & Away by Kid Cudi Makes Me Happy by Drake Bell Permanent December by Miley Cyrus Girlfriend by Pheonix You Got Me by Colbie Caillat Sunday Morning by Maroon 5 and i’m sure there’s others, but i don’t feel like searching right now.
Sad You by Switchfoot Boats and Birds by The Scene Aesthetic Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson...
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few...
I’m proud of a couple things that I’ve done in the past few days.
The first thing I’m proud of is speaking my mind. I hate when my best friends are upset, or hurt, especially by people that are supposed to be close to them. Something that happened two days ago really pissed me off, and I’m just glad that I texted you and told you to knock it off. I don’t know who the...
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
I want to be happy. I’m tired of crying or being upset everyday of my life.
Be with the people, or more specifically, the person I want to be with - because they make me happier than anyone else.
To take more risks and chances, because I’m tired of being so scared.
To hold more peoples hands, because it makes me really happy.
To just be more comfortable with myself, because I...
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
My favorite superhero would have to be Spiderman. He has always been and always will be, my favorite superhero. The ability that he has to climb up whatever he wants to, and swing across cities on string.. just intrigues me and amazes me to no end. I was obsessed with the Spiderman movie. The first one came out on my birthday, and at first I was just excited for that reason. But after watching...
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
To be honest, I haven’t been to many places in my life at all. The most recent place that I would call a “vacation” that I’ve been to, is Wildwood, NJ. That is the second pier of the boardwalk, that I’ve been going to every summer since I started middle school. I go there for a soccer tournament on the beach called “Beach Blast.” I never fail to leave...
Brielle Alexandria Donan.
I love this girl, so much. She is the apple of my eye, the rainbow after my thunderstorm, my ROCK. She wakes me up in the morning because she cares about me so much, and i adore her. She’s a sexy single women whose great in bed.. GET AT IT.
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
I have a couple habits that I wish I didn’t have. The first one is when I’m nervous, I tend to bite or pick at my lip. It’s become so natural to me, that it doesn’t even hurt anymore when I rip off a piece of skin on my lip. I hate when my lips get chapped though, and I do this habit the most in the winter. Thank god for chapstick, or I’d be screwed. The next habit I...
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
This picture, makes me so incredibly happy. This was taken at my birthday dinner, that they all generously came to, and paid for. Like, ultimately being around every one of these people - Joel Baker, Kaitlin Kelly, Jake Miller, Diana Gage, Brandon Lipkin & the kid taking the picture, Bailey Jones - makes me so incredibly happy. I feel completely comfortable with every single one of them, and...
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Alright, so my Tumblr name is: kelwork. The meaning behind my name, is it’s a nickname. One of my best friends, Brandon Lipkin, started calling me it in 8th grade. I call him Blip, and he calls me Kelwork. It’s just the first letter of our names, and then our last names. Well, for me it’s my full last name, and for his it’s shortened from lipkin, to lip. Originally, we just...
doing another 30 days.
I feel like all the things I had to write about in the last “30 days” blogs, were all about the same things, and I just had to keep repeating myself, or talk about the same people. So, I’m starting a new one.
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A...
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
The last person I kissed, was Bryan. In some ways, I actually regret it. But in others, I don’t. I regret it in the fact that I think it all happened too soon, and I wasn’t ready for it, or feeling it for that matter. I don’t regret it in the fact that it showed me how Bryan has changed. We don’t talk much anymore, and I guess as of now we’re just friends. I...
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance...
There are a lot of people that I would probably give second chances to, because I’m so forgiving. To be honest, a lot of people have hurt me, as I’m sure I’ve hurt a lot of people as well, without even realizing it. I’m usually, or was in the past, a very huge pushover. Like, I could find out you were talking shit about me or whatever, and I’d just forgive you because...
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first...
I’m usually not a judgmental person, but the other day, the way someone acted around me and looked at me, made me just scream in my head, BITCCCCCCH. I tried to be friendly, and introduce myself to people who knew nothing about my existence. All I get in return from this girl, is a dirty look, as if to say “and I care, because..?” She just stared at me a lot throughout the night,...
Day 20 - The one who broke your heart the hardest
“No one deserves to be treated that way. So even if you love him with your entire heart, with every fiber of your being, with so much passion that it hurts to think about it, you need to forget what you want and remember what you deserve.”
You know who you are.
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or...
I feel like I keep writing about the same people, over & over again, honestly. So, I don’t want to mention names. But, let me just say, you’re always in the back of my head. Something always reminds me of you, or you are always brought up somehow. It kills, to just have you keep popping in and out of my life. Sure, I love thinking about you, but just knowing that in actuality, the...
No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully and honestly return them and therefore actively love you back, these feelings mean nothing. Being lonely, being alone, for many people, sucks. I get it, I get it, I get it. But still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel shitty or doesn’t honor the person...
“Who needs love?” read the professor from the hardbound book on his lap. He...”
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
I’m actually excited to write about this. Hm.. the person that I wish I could be. Well, I already do like a lot of things about myself, that I wouldn’t want to change. I like how compassionate I am. I like how sweet I am. I like how loyal I am. I like how open-minded I am. I like how non-judgmental I am. I like how loving and honest I am. I like that I’m a very, strong person -...
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
I’m deciding to write about 2 people from my childhood, because I spent equal amounts of time with them, and they just kind of, tie together I guess. The people I’m talking about, are my Grandmom and Pop. I spent like every waking moment at your house when I was little. I still have vivid memories of how much I enjoyed spending time with you guys, and being at your house. Once we...
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Well, I don’t want to write about Bryan anymore than I already have, so I’ll talk about someone who I met, who is currently still in another country.
Bill Judis, I am actually really glad I had the pleasure of meeting you. You were very polite to me, ever since the first time that I met you/talked to you. I love that you’re deathly afraid of deer, because I am too. Well maybe...
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
I miss a lot of people for different reasons. This is going to be, long-ish.
1.) Bryan, I miss when we were cute & innocent, and in love. I just feel like the spark that we had, kind of vanished. It breaks my heart, although I try not to show it. Maybe it’s just because you’re going back across the country for another year, or maybe we are just destined to be friends. I really...
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Over the course of this year, I’ve drifted away from so many people. There is one person in particular, who I’d like to talk about in this blog.
Mackenzie, I hate to admit to this, but I figured once high school started that you would change.. I would change… our friendship would change & everything would be different. It actually hurts me more than I let you know, or let...
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
The first person that comes to my mind when I look at this, topic, is Jake.
After last night, I finally realized everything. I realized how much you truthfully, loved me, and how I was so oblivious to it all. I realized how much I had to have hurt you, without even realizing it. I really am, so so sorry. I told you from day 1 that I would never intentionally hurt you, and I still never would. I...
I wish you would’ve told me sooner.
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot...
This is kind of hard for me to write, but I’ll do it anyway.
1.) Dad, you hurt me the most out of anybody in the world. You were supposed to be somebody I looked up to. I used to wear shirts that said “Daddy’s Girl”, which now I would be ashamed to wear. We used to be so close when I was little, and now none of that seems to matter anymore. Why did you have to have an...
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk...
I have a couple people that I would like to talk to, who unfortunately, have passed on:
1.) I’d like to talk to my Grandmom and Grandpop. Grandmom, I never got to meet you. And I really am sorry for that. You seem like such a great woman from the way that my mom talks about you. You raised her well, and right, trust me. I love looking at old pictures of you; I find you to be so, beautiful....
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as...
Hm, there a couple of different people I could put down for this. Basically, I wish I could talk to the people that I used to be close with, more. Yes, I have gotten over the pain I experienced from losing them, but I always will remember how they made me feel and how much our friendship meant to me.
I especially miss the boys in my life. Don’t get me wrong, I miss girls too, such as: Vicky...
“You dont even have the right to say ouch so shutup. Ive loved you 3 seperate times so fucking much it hurt, but I didnt care cause all I wanted was you. And all 3 times I never got shit. Do you know how that feels? And then to still be close friends and hear of everytime you do stuff with another guy? Do you know how tourturous it is to hear that from the person you love? Love is evil,...
Day 9 - Someone I wish I could meet.
Alright, so I have quite a couple “celebrity crushes” if that’s what you want to call them. They include: Beyonce, Leonardo Dicaprio, Shia Labeouf, Mandy Moore, John Stamos, & Joseph Gordon-Levitt.
If I had the opportunity to just meet ONE of those people, it would definitely be Beyonce. I seriously have the biggest crush on her.. I won’t even lie to you. I think...
Day 8 - Favorite Internet Friend.
Well, I’m kind of confused on how to answer this one. I don’t really have “internet friends.” There are people that I talk to via facebook, that I haven’t met yet in person, but I will be meeting shortly. Some go to my school, and some don’t.
I was going to start writing about who my favorite person is to talk online with, but to be honest with you, I...
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Alright, so I kind of don’t want to write about this one, but whatever, I’ll go for it. I think I’ll write about all of my “ex’s.”
The first one that I would consider a boyfriend, is Colin Sullivan. It wasn’t very serious at all, but we dated for probably a total of over a year. I liked that he had the ability to make me laugh, really hard. I also liked...
Day 6 - A stranger.
Strangers, interest me. It’s weird to think about how many people you pass throughout the day, and you know nothing about. You don’t know their name, you don’t know where they live, you don’t know the struggles they go through. Half of the time, you don’t even notice half of the people you come across. They are just like a blur, and you figure that you will never see...
Day 5 - My Dreams.
I tend to remember my dreams, a lot. They aren’t always the same. Sometimes, they can be about kissing or starting a relationship with someone I’m close to, or have a crush on. Sometimes, they can be scary - and I’ll imagine Michael Myers chasing me around Yardley or something. Sometimes, they are about people from my past, and me rebuilding my friendship with them. Sometimes, I...
Day 4 - My sibling.
I have a younger brother. His name is Connor. We are complete opposites. He is 12 years old, but will be 13 in December. He has red hair. He’s huskier than me, and is taller than me. He’s roughly 5’7 or 5’8 and is just entering 7th grade.
Now with that being said, I love my brother when it comes down to it. Like, if anyone was messing with him, or making him upset,...
