August 2010
Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail
I was actually dreading writing about this one, for a lot of reasons. And after this post, I really don’t plan on bringing up this person again, let alone mention anything about them to anyone, especially on this website. I’m going to write this, like I’m writing to this person.
Alright, so I met you in 8th grade. I had no idea you even existed, before 8th grade. You added me on...
Day 1 - Introduce Yourself
I’m Kelsey Lynn Elwork. I like to laugh, because it makes me forget anything that is wrong. I also like to dance, even if I make an asshole out of myself, because the music helps me shut everything else out, and I’m at peace. I put everyone before myself. I’ll help you out, even if I barely know you. That’s just how I was raised to act towards people. My mom is probably...
Dunno how many more of these I'm gonna do.
Day 01 – Introduce yourself Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail Day 03 – Your parents, in great detail Day 04 – What you ate today, in great detail Day 05 – Your definition of love, in great detail Day 06 – Your day, in great detail Day 07 – Your best friend, in great detail Day 08 – A moment, in great detail Day 09 – Your beliefs, in great detail Day 10 – What you wore today, in...
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot. 1.) My Mommy - She is at the top of my list. She’s probably the most important person to me. I know she’d always be there, even if everyone else walked out. I love her so much, and she is a huge part of my life. 2.) Kaitlin Kelly - I know we’re not on the best terms right now. I feel like we’ve really grown apart, and it doesn’t...
Day Five: Six things you wish you'd never done.
1.) Meet you. Of course, I enjoy that I did, because it taught me a lot. But, it’s one of the reasons why I’ve been so sad for such a long time. I fell for you, hard. And I just wonder where my life would have taken me if I didn’t meet you, if I wasn’t hooked on you. I could have had my best friend.. who could have probably treated me better than you did. I miss you.. not...
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1.) The past - whether it be 8th grade, or just when I was little and everything was okay. I can’t help it. I know people say “focus on the future”, but I can’t. I constantly think about how things used to be, and how much I miss that. That’s probably why I have such a hard time letting go.
2.) What this year is going to be like - I don’t know what I’m...
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1.) Be sweet to me. If you can say things to me that make me blush and make my stomach erupt in butterflies just by talking to you or being in my presence, that is a huge plus for me. Looking me in the eyes and telling me sweet things is sure to make me blush or create an eruption of butterflies in my stomach.
2.) Treat me, as well as others, with respect. I understand that guys are more hormone...
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1.) I don’t let go easily. If I love you enough, losing you will be very hard for me. I don’t accept change well, at all. It saddens me to think I can be really close and intimate with someone, and then they just treat me like they never cared about me, or that we never had any type of friendship or relationship. I know people come in and out of your life for a reason, to teach you...
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten...
Bleh. To be honest, I don’t really want to do this one, because I’ve done something like this a couple of other times, and my feelings haven’t really changed since then, but I’ll do it anyways.
1.) You may think I’m such a bitch for being brutally honest with you, and I understand that. If someone were telling me I didn’t have a chance with someone I was in...
New 30 day's, x0.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot. Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons. Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. Day Ten:...
Day 25 — Your day, in great detail
Alright, you want this in great detail, so I’ll go into great detail. So, I woke up at I’d say, maybe 10:30ish. Maybe it was even earlier than that, I’m not really sure to be honest with you. I woke up, and I felt like I was going to cry, possibly throw up. I just had these series of dreams, that all involved the same person.. the last person I want to be thinking about right...
@sixbillionsecrets.com:
I wish you would just tell me you feel the same way. This boy knows I like him. He hasn’t said anything to me. He looks at me all the time. Sometimes I just wish he would tell me if he does or doesn’t. Boys out there: tell her you like her, she won’t wait forever.
James Mangipie
Alright, so.. I’ve known this kid since seventh grade. We had reading class together, and I remember we started to become good friends in the beginning of the year. Throughout the rest of the year, I just felt like I was annoying him, and we stopped talking. The ending of eighth grade, I realized how much I actually missed James, and wanted to be friends with him. So, we started to talk...
Cross the line if you are willing to listen to...
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I never thought letting go, could feel this good.
Day 24 -- Whatever tickles your fancy
So, I decided to skip days in my ‘30 days challenge’ because they all seemed pointless, and I didn’t know exactly what to write about. So, since I’m in the mood, I’ll just put down more quotes that I found and enjoy. And maybe you can relate to them. Sometimes, words help out more than people do.. in my opinion anyway.
“This year, do what makes you happy and...
K. Fuck you.
Day 19 — A talent of yours
Alright, so if I had to pick a talent, I guess I would pick.. that I have the ability to have people open to me, fairly quickly. People who I’ve only ever talked to through facebook, have told me more things about themselves in the little time that I’ve talked to them, then you can probably imagine. I like that people find it easy to talk to me, and like to come to me with advice. It...
Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy
I’ll do 10 things you need to say to people..
1.) So, you’ve changed. I told you I thought you have changed, and I thought that made an impact on how you were acting. But, then you just went back to your old ways. I feel like I don’t know you at all anymore, and it’s really upsetting. I used to talk to you at night on the phone, every night. When I wasn’t on the...
Day 17 — How do you feel about MTV's show "If You...
Oh man. I am absolutely in love with this show. It never fails to make me cry or tear up, every single time I watch it. It’s just sad to see how many different people have issues, and you would never know.. because they aren’t part of your clique, or someone you would normally talk to. It gives me so much respect for those people, because they come out about their problems, knowing...
Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
I’ve cried to quite a few songs. But one song that I’ve recently cried to is called “Don’t Make Me Wait” by This World Fair. You’ve probably seen previous posts I’ve made, about this song. It’s just like, perfect for how I feel most of the time. It’s very calming to me, and it just lets the tears flow, and makes me feel better about what ever...
I feel so sick.. it’s just like, I don’t know why I’m ignored by people who I’m supposed to be close with, or suppose to call my best friends. I also have this urge to cry. And it didn’t happen all summer.. but the reality of it is, I’m going to miss you. I mean, I guess I didn’t realize how much I’m going to miss you, until 2 days before you leave....
Day 15 — A secret/something most people don't know
Wow, I can’t think of any major secrets that I have, or anything that’s really hidden from most people, because I’m very very open. But I guess if I had to pick anything, it’d be that as much as I say that I hate my dad, and think he’s a huge asshole for everything he’s done to me and my family, I still think about him a lot and miss him. It’s hard when...
Day 14 — Who you would consider to be your very...
This is ironic, considering my last post.. but, I’ll try & put my very best girl friend, and my very best guy friend.
My best girl friend, or who I like to call my best friend overall, is Kaitlin Kelly. I don’t think there are many words to describe how I feel about this girl, but I’ll try and put words together, and try to describe it. She always seems to be there for me,...
Day 13 — How you're feeling at this moment
At this moment, my mouth/gum hurts, and I don’t know why. Maybe it’s from the root-canal I got two days ago, but I was at the beach yesterday, and salt water is supposed to help ease any pain that I have, so I really don’t know. If anything else that I’m feeling right now, I guess I’m just confused. I’m confused about the decisions I’m going to make, and...
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
This will probably be long.. but I have so much shit on my mind right now that I don’t even mind at this point. If you read this all, kudos to you.
First off.. I’ll just get this off my chest right now. I don’t want to complain or bitch anymore about it. I’ve started to try and bottle this subject up.. and not tell people about it, because very few can understand or relate...
1052) If you really knew me, you would know that i...
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1040) If you really knew me, you'd know that every...
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Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Hm, alright, I’ll decide to do another ‘venting thing’ about people.
1.) I don’t understand why some people are so mean to you. They all think you are some huge bitch, and I really don’t see you that way. When I talk to you, I have in-depth conversations with you, and I just think I see a different side of you than most people apparently do. I wish you didn’t...
I'm sorry,
but when did Tumblr become a place for surveys? It just takes up unnecessary space on my home page, and to be honest, I don’t think anyone reads them. They have myspace and notes on facebook, where you can post surveys. Seriously. I don’t even understand why some people have Tumblrs, or why I follow some people, because anything they say is pointless and not worth reading. Bleh, I...
Day 05 — Your favorite quote (cont.)
“You know, it’s been said that we just don’t recognize the significant moments in our lives while they’re happening. That we grow complacent with ideas or things or people, and we take them for granted, and it’s usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you, that you realize how wrong you’ve been, that you realize how much you really need it,...
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
So, I’m a loser, and was actually looking forward to this topic. I have a whole word-pad of quotes, and when I feel upset, I just listen to music and look up quotes, because sometimes those help me more than some people are able to. “Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone’s bad qualities because they somehow complete you.” - Sarah Dessen “Do...
Day 04 - Favorite Book
As I write about all of these topics that tell me to pick something that’s my favorite, I’ve come to realize that I can’t just narrow down anything to one movie, to one book, to one anything. I’m extremely indecisive, and I just can’t have one favorite of something.
Now with that being said, the books that I would consider to be my favorite, that I can think of at...
My facebook account was just disabled, all because my friend was playing around and flagged a comment I wrote. I’m two seconds away from flipping the fuck out.
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
I’m so indecisive, and when I think about it, I don’t have one television show or program that I enjoy. So, I’ll just list the ones I can think of: Whose Line Is It Anyway, George Lopez, The Nanny, Family Matters, If You Really Knew Me, Jersey Shore, The X Effect, Jeopardy, Wheel Of Fortune, That 70’s Show, Medium, Without A Trace, CSI, Weather Channel, Spongebob...
10 things you need to say to people.
This is highly needed, to say the least.
1. I regret telling you how I feel, basically. I felt like I was developing feelings for you, and I should have went with my head instead of my heart this time, and just not have told you. Now you’re acting all weird, and I hope this is just temporary. If you don’t feel the same way, I completely understand. Any feelings that I thought I had...
